It’s definitely been a while and I can tell you that I didn’t finish any of the challenges I gave myself. The first one was posting every day. I’m pretty sure I just forgot and That’s pretty usual for me. The second one I got more than half a year through and then 2018 hit and my whole thought process changed. I all of a sudden felt awkward about taking pictures, I was always trying to find a picture worthy moment which was sometimes good but then in other moments I really just wanted to just be in the moment. and I know its literally only one picture but one day I just decided I didn’t want to do it anymore and that’s okay
On the bright side, I am now in Quebec doing an exchange program and I think something has changed in me because I’m more motivated and more confident that I have ever been in my entire life. I’m writing more songs and sharing them, I have many ideas and I’m going to start filming a short film and directing it. I’m also planning on making an album and doing youtube. I’m also starting to exercise and I’m pushing the old unmotivated unconfident Aly away and becoming a new and motivated person.
I know it will be hard at the start. because I will be wanting to procastionate and not do what I should be doing, but I have to keep telling myself that it won’t get done tomorrow, I have to start today if I ever want to finish it and move forward. I have to search for what I want I have to do things first. even if it’s as small as a hello